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I just wanted to share that with you in the beginning. Honestly, I have been a little upset lately and that made me feel a tiny bit better. Anyone who has kept up a little, or read a few of my posts would know why.

No, it isn’t because me and Matt didn’t work out. In fact, to be honest…after crying the first night I hadn’t really missed Matt as a person. I mean I miss who I thought Matt was, who he had convinced me he was. Then, I found out what he really is and I have no desire to associate myself with someone like that.

I have just let myself get totally down with how ignorant other people are. I am going to pull through though, because that is the only option really… it’s either that, or rock bottom and I would rather not go there.

So… I started thinking. I started thinking I would get on here and blog about some happy time I have had. I wanted to blog about something that made me smile whenever it came to mind.

I couldn’t think of anything.

So, I thought about the people…well animals rather, that are the dearest to me. I mean there is my dad and my sister, who don’t live far, but we aren’t the closest and I like to think I am not much like them. They are quite bitter at times. First: There is Boozer! He is a 5 month old Saint Bernard, he is my “little” baby. He weighs in at a lovely 72lbs!

He is a baby and recently I have just taught him how to jump on the couch and my bed. Well, he really doesn’t have to jump seeing as how he is already taller than both.

Boozer likes to ride in the car, I mean he seems excited about “going for a ride” and he jumps right in. He doesn’t put his head out the window, he doesn’t like to sit up in the passengers seat. He prefers to lay down with his head on my lap and knock me into Neutral about three or four times every trip.

I am okay with that though. He doesn’t bitch about it being too warm in the car, or too cold. He doesn’t bitch about his hair getting messed up when my windows are down and my sun roof open. He doesn’t bitch about what kind of music we listen to, or if it is too loud. He just rides with me. He loves me!

Boozer sleeps next to me in my bed at night. He has replaced my ex boyfriend, I would prefer Boozer any day over that guy! I have to turn on the ceiling fan and then face the stand up towards him. He is too big and if he is too hot, he will pant and shake the whole bed. He also snores a little, but I have learned to embrace it. It is now what puts me to sleep.

He doesn’t like to just lay on the bed. He has to be laying on top of me. He has to be laying on my left hand side, up against my body, with his feet on me. He will only calm down enough to sleep if I rub his head. He doesn’t move the whole night… well unless he has a dream.